"The sharp knife of a short life

I've had just enough time..."


- "If I Die Young" The Band Perry


I see Beauty in many things. And like the ghosts that only speak to you if you notice them, they tell me wondrous tales. With my camera and my thoughts, I captured these as faithfully as I can to share with you. And by doing so, they gave me the reasons. And though the thousand reasons may not all be sweet and some indeed bitter; they are still reasons to live. Come to think about it, that is Life, isn't it?
Showing posts with label world. Show all posts
Showing posts with label world. Show all posts

Wednesday, 23 October 2013

Looking Out The Window With A Smile


I've had just enough time...   to look out the window into the world with a sad smile

The clown looking out the window into the world in historic city of Malacca


Looking out the window
Into the world
With empty eyes and a smile
The small kid runs, laugh
And pointed
He likes it best on hot afternoons
When only stray dogs
Roam the silent street
On cloudless night when pebbles
Reflects the moon’s silvery lights
On rainy days when heaven’s tears
Spear the lonesome Earth
Always with the same smile
The same empty eyes
Looking out the window
Into the world from behind bars




I was wandering through the street of one of my favorite city. The historical city of Malacca where there always new discoveries to be made. At a corner building of the Ironsmith Street “Jalan Tukang Besi” away from the maddening crowd, I saw a Chinese Clown in a T-shirt looking eerily out a window of the brightly painted orange building. Its fathomless eyes unreadable and its sardonic smile uninterpretable. What are its thoughts to be looking out the window every day? I tried to imagine but it is not easy to be a clown with sad eyes and an uneasy smile.


Saturday, 3 August 2013

The Liebster Blog Award: 11 Answers for 11 Questions – Part I


I've had just enough time to...   receive an award for blogging!

It is not the Oscar but it will do, taken in Kuala Lumpur of a recycled statue


“A Thousand Reasons” was nominated for the Liebster Blog Award by Alena, a teacher of Belarusian language and literature who maintained an excellent blog “My Native Belarus” (please check it out). 

What is the Liebster Blog Award? “The Liebster Blog Award is given to up and coming bloggers who have less than 200 followers. “Liebster” is German for “favorite”. This award is the “favorite blog award” then. The rules for this one state that you answer the 11 questions asked of you by the Blogger who gave you this award.” 

Well, the Liebster Award is unfortunately not the Nobel Price or even Oscar of Blogging. (*smile*) If you are interested you can check out the Liebster Award’s origin in this very informative post of “Sopphey Says”. Still, it is nice to be recognized by a fellow blogger that your blog is one of her favourite. Thanks, Alena.

So in the spirit of things, I will answer these 11 questions in “A Thousand Reasons” traditional and unique way. An image and a former post (click the links) with explanations to answer each of the 11 questions. So here goes –


Living well in an imperfect world is my motto.


1. Your life motto?
I like what Mr. Spock does, lifts up one hand, divide his fingers and said “Live long and prosper” so I have a somewhat similar motto – “Live an interesting life”. If you can’t, then try to make it as interesting as you can wherever you are.

Why “The Beauty of Imperfection”?
Because it encompassed my principle of living an interesting life in an imperfect world. To take beauty where I find it, to look for it when it when it is not apparent to the casual eyes, and to know I will find it if I just look hard enough. To live instead of waiting only to find -

Alas, I realized too late –
I was only meant to live


Freedom is the ability to cross the road when you want to.


2. What do you mean the word "freedom"?
The first thing I learned in Economics is the differentiation between “Needs” and “Wants”. Needs are what is needed for survival. Wants are what we desire. To have true freedom, we must first be free of the essentials of need to survive. After that, freedom to me is the ability to do what I want without hurting others. And the freedom to not allow others to hurt me. Idealism such as freedom can only survive after the needs have been reasonably fulfilled.

Because the monkeys have the freedom to do as they pleased including crossing or not crossing the road. But even they have to conform to the rules of the tribe and abide by them – freedom within boundary is the only true form of freedom or we are wilder than the monkeys.

The Minions know more about wardrobe than I do.


3. Name 5 things in your wardrobe, without which you cannot live.
I swear this is a more difficult question than “freedom”! For a man that is. For there is nothing in the wardrobe I cannot NOT live with except maybe one. Like the Minions Sang “Underwear! Like the moon and the star above, without them, naked I swear – underwear!”

Why “Minions Rule the World”?
Because they answered the difficult question more eloquently with a song than I can with words -



It is a miracle I found this Buddha by the wood in Munich


4. Do you believe in miracles?
I am not really a religious man. More spiritual than religious if you must. I don’t know if I believe in miracles. But I do pray for miracles to occur – mostly, to help someone beyond help. I am not even sure which God I prayed to but I prayed to him to deliver. It does not make me a believer should the miracle comes true, I do not blame Him when it doesn’t. If that makes me human or hypocritical, you are right.

Why “Buddha By The Wood”?
Because, the last thing I would expect to find why wandering in an apartment block in Munich; is –

When I found Buddha on a walk
In a distant land
By a pile of cut wood
Sitting there, serenely 
Where he belongs


The century old rain tree that soothes my heart.


5. What kind of tree you associate yourself?
The rain tree for I’m most at peace under its spreading branches and million tiny leaves. Whether when the sun blinks at me through the tiny leaves or when rain drops dripped down to soak me, I always feel a closeness with the rain trees more than any other trees.

Why “Saving the Rain Trees of Taiping?”
Because in it I wrote –

The trees soothe my heart with a gift of memory
That may not last as long as the trees
Only as long as I live…


These are the answers to the first 5 questions. Come back for the next 6 answers :)

Saturday, 20 July 2013

I'm In-Between...


I've had just enough time to...   get out from in-between...

Shot on the last day in Singapore...


The last few days I was in Singapore with my team to do development work on a new project with some really nice people. Every morning when I went down from the 24th floor and coming out of the lift when I returned at night; I will look out the window sandwiched between the two rows of lifts. Always looking for something worthy to shoot and each time wondering whether I have a story for the little child’s bicycle with the pink frame outside the balcony. But I did not shoot that. On the last morning as I was about to rush down to check out, I again looked out the window. It was a dark and rainy morning, kind of gloomy. It was then, for the first time I noticed the world in-between the two apartment blocks…


...on a rainy and gloomy morning,


In-betweens

I’m in-between.
In-between jobs
The last one’s no good
The new one’s not promising
But I’m in-between
So I guess that’s okay

I’m in-between relationships
The old one’s heart-breaking
The current one’s temporary
So I guess
That makes it tolerable

I’m in-between Lives
Up to now, it is kinda disappointing
So I need some re-inventing
For my Life is in-between

In-between
All those in-betweens…


I saw for the first time, the world in-between.. in-betweens


Wednesday, 22 May 2013

Don't Create What You Cannot Love


I've had just enough time to...   love what I create


Taken in a shopping complex in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia


I did not ask to be created
To be given life
Don’t expect any thanks
For bringing me into being
To this world I was “born”
It is no big deal
Nothing special
To think I owe you
When you are in my debt

Don’t create what you cannot love
You are responsible -
Love what you create




Sunday, 18 November 2012

Just A Squirrel Looking For A Nut - Part I



I've had just enough time to...   see a squirrel hunting for nuts.

Saw this squirrel looking for nut in Lake Chini, Pahang, Malaysia


This world is a complicated place
For a squirrel  just looking for a nut
Not asking for much
Not asking for much



No need to hoard them in a pile
No need to bury them over the place
Just enough to get it by
When winter comes around

But the forest is gone
In its place concrete spawn
And the nuts that grow on trees
Are no longer to be found
No longer to be found



This world is no place for a forest
This world is no place for a squirrel
This world is no place for a nut



Monday, 29 October 2012

In The Morning When The Moon Is At Its Rest



I've had just enough time to...   walk the mist in the morning

 Taken one early morning when the world is still shrouded in mist in Hanoi




In the morning
When the bird is still in its nest
And the world still at rest
Peaceful under a blanket of mist
Soothed by a mother’s kiss
I walk a path half imagined
Taking it all on the chin
The sun is not yet up
To serve reality in a cup
To sear through the mist
And smack me with its fiery fist
The sun did me no service
There can be no promise
With gaze as sharp as steel
Leaving no room to steal
An idea from the God
That he left for the poor sod
Who survive the bloody scrum
To retrieve from the squalid slum
I need the blurry landscape
I need the world of indistinct shapes
I need to silence the lambs
The silence to silence the violence
And this is best done in the early morning mist





In the morning when the moon is at it's rest, 
You will find me at the time I love the best
Watching rainbows play on sunlight; 
Pools of water iced from cold night, In the morning.
Tis the morning of my life.

Bee Gees - In The Morning




Friday, 30 March 2012

Nature in Disarray, Diamonds Everywhere.




I've had just enough time to...   see diamonds everywhere.


Taken outside Surabaya, Indonesia on the way to Mount Bromo.



Nature in disarray
Diamonds every where
Gold has fallen
Greens on the rise
The waves swept everything
Off the casino table
The ball rolled and
Was snookered into the corner
It found the net
When there was no keeper
Yet the score was kept
In ticketed paper
Don’t talk in whisper
Don’t talk at all
Don’t listen to the echo
Bouncing off the wall
The wall went up
The wall came down
It went up again
Mile high off the ground
The man must be crazy
To build it on sand
It looked like a castle
Just beyond the bend
The tide won’t come in
It was stopped by the King
Who sang his last song in Neverland
Time swing on the pendulum
But who stopped the swing?
The clock paid no attention
It has its own intention
Shelter me under the umbrella
The sun is hot today
Frying eggs on the walkway
No cars on the freeway
I’m going anyway
I hitch a ride on the comet’s tail
And fell into an unknown galaxy
Where birds rule the day
But nights are not for slumber
Turning the pillow over
Upsets the universe
Spirit spirits roll the dice
If it comes out eight
The fisherman shall die
What is the use of ships?
When the sea has collapsed
Into itself with an explosion
The world reborn
Again! Again! And Again!




Friday, 24 February 2012

And Never We Ants Shall Meet (Not)!




I've had just enough time to...  study ants.


Taken in an Art Exhibition on Ants in Jenjarom, Malaysia.



Will we meet and
If we should meet
As friends or foes?

Will we find
Should we meet
Wonders or bias?

Will we fight and
If we should fight
Know what we are fighting for?

Maybe it is better not to meet
And live in our own little state
For we are not ready
For the wonders that is the world.

_______

And now my friends, let us watch the video together and sing along. It is easy and I know you can do it. After all, it is just about ants, how difficult can that get?







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